THE GREAT BATTLES ARE FIRST WON WITHIN...

BODY ELECTRIC IN UNCONSCIOUSNESS

ECHO IN NARCISSISM VANITY...FEARS AND FLIGHT HOLDING TO BARBI-CAN VANITY SHAME FORTRESSINGS...

AS 'AARP' IN OLD AGE OR 'AA-AA' IN AL CO HAUL LICKS...THE STATES OF 'R' IN TRUCKIN LINES ON DA PLANE............ PSYCHE ENCOUNTERS IN PARALLAX AWARENESS OF MEDIUM DAZE WAYS...

CAR ASH EDGES OF CONSCIOUSNESS...YOU ARE YOUR CAR IN ICELAND VOLCANO CLOSURE OF AIR PORTS AND GROUNDINGS...

ONE GOES THROUGH ENSUING PERIODS OF SILENT UNINTENDED REHEARSALS IN THE BODY...FIXING WHAT HAS BEEN LEARNED'...WILLIAM JAMES

THE SHADOW GROWS MOST WHEN IGNORED OR AVOIDED...IT BECOMES A REPOSITORY OF HEAT AND ENERGY...THE GAP OF 'OUGHT' AND ACTUALLY 'IS'...

ORIGINALITY IS ACCESSED IN THE SHADOWS...TO BRING FORTH WHAT SAVES AND BECOMES INSTEAD OF SUPPRESSION THAT IS ILLNESS...............
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MOST EFFECTIVE PARENTAL WEAPON IS WITHDRAWAL OF LOVE OR ITS THREAT...THE CHILD IS FORCED TO GIVE UP ITS INSTINCTUAL LONGING, TO SUPPRESS ITS SEXUAL DESIRE FOR ONE PARENT AND HOSTILITY TO THE OTHER.

IN THEIR PLACE, HE/SHE WILL DEVELOP GUILT ABOUT SEXUALITY AND FEAR OF 'AUTHORITY' FIGURES.........[WAYS OF COMPLIANCE, REACTIVITY DEFIANCE, WILFULLNESS THAT IS NOT TRUE WILL OR TRUE URGENCY'...]IT IS NOT IN FIGHT OR FLIGHT THAT ONE IS ALIVE...IT IS IN 'AS IS' PREZENCE BEYOND 'PAN-NICK' VANITY FEAR WAYS OF SUSTAINING THE BARBI-CAN SHAME FORTRESS OF 'MEDIATION-CONTROL ....
THE 'SURRENDER OF REALNESS OF SEXUALITY CONSTITUTES ACCEPTANCE OF PARENTAL OR AUTHORITY LIMITS IN TENETS OR BEHAVIORS OF MEDIATION...THE REAL IS HIDDEN AS THE IMAGE ENDURANCE GOES ALONG...GETS ALONG...SQUEEZES OUT LOVE/KINDNESS...A SUBMISSION TO THE 'VALUES'[EVEN IN THE LIGHT OF HYPOCRISY'] AS 'LIP-SERVICE' OR CONTRADICTIONS...THE CHILD BECOMES 'GOOD' AS DEFINED AND NEGOTIATED INSTEAD OF HEALTHY CENTERED IN A HOMEOSTASIS OF HEART...

THE CHILD SURRENDERS ITS SEXUAL PRESENCE IN TO A SUPPORTIVE STATE OF PARENTAL RHYTHMS AND IDEOLOGY...WISHES OF POWER GREATER THAN LOVE INSTITUTIONAL REPRESSION...SUFFOCATION...DIMINISHMENT.FORCING THE 'ROLE' AND PERSONALITY TO FEED THE WAYS OF THE IMPOSITION ORDERING...

THE WHOLE PROCESS PRESERVES THE GENITAL ORGAN, WARDS OFF THE DANGER OF LOSING IT[CASTRATION] ...
ON THE OTHER HAND, THE SUBMISSION PARALYZES IT, TAKES ITS FUNCTION AWAY FROM IT'[FREUD CONCEPTS WITH SOME EXPRESSION OF ADDED PERSPECTIVE]...

'EVERYONE BELIEVES THAT SOMEONE ELSE POSSESSES THE SELF THAT HE/SHE WANTS TO ACQUIRE....EVERY DESIRE SEEKS SELF-SUFFICIENCY YET IT IS IMITATIVE...ALL OR THE CLOSED CIRCLE IS 'FOG'...CLOUDS OF WANTS/DESIRES...

TO SEEK SELON SOI-MANIFESTATION OF INHERENT WANTS......................

DESIRE IS ALWAYS REFLECTION ON DESIRE...DESIRE MAY BE DECEPTIVE...SELF DECEPTIVE....TO ACT STRATEGICALLY TO TRICK A CENTER OF CONSCIOUSNESSWITH WHICH IT SHARES SOME BELIEFS BUT NOT OTHERS............DESIRE AS REFLECTION, IMITATION, EMULATION------------EXPECTANCY AND COMPLIANCE, PRESSURES OF MODELLINGS AND ADVERTISING 'CONSTRUCTIVE DISCONTENT'.......

THE WIND WITHIN...........TO ENCOUNTER REPRESSION BARRIERS, SHAME VERSIONS OF CONTROL, BLOCKED SYNAPSES, PROBLEMS OF ACCESS/DISTRIBUTION.............TO OVERTHROW THE MEDIATION CONTROL AS TRUINGS OF SELF...

TO ENCOUNTER 'FLASHPOINTS/BUTTONS IN QUICKNESS WRESTLING WITH SOUND CURRENTS...MOVING OUT OF INERTIA MERIDIAN POINTS OF LIGHT PATTERNINGS............TO SENSE SOUND/VIBE LEVEL AS DIFFERENT AT POINTS OF LIGHT LOCATIONS/INTERSECTS....

INTERSECTS...............REDIRECTIONS............INNER NECESSITY TO OVERCOME 'PERSONALITY' AS THE TRAFFIC MANAGER OF GESTURES AND IDEA VERSION OF SELF.............TO RELEASE OUT OF DISTORTIONS OF TRAUMAS/HUNGERS/LOSS/ GRIEF ETC.............

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DISTANCE FROM ORIGIN IS A PREREQUISITE FOR DESIRE...............WE ARE ALL LOST IN DREAMS IN CLOSED CIRCLES OF MEDIATION-CONTROL FORTRESSINGS......

PERCIPIENCE-WILL TO GENERATE A WAVE WITHIN AREA OF PAIN TO RELEASE HEALING ENERGIES

TO REESTABLISH INTEGRITY OF A FUNCTION...A NEW 'E' MOTION...
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LACK OF PHYSICAL GRACE IS DUE TO CHRONIC MUSCULAR TENSIONS THAT BLOCK INVOLUNTARY RHYTHMIC MOVEMENTS OF THE BODY........EACH TENSION PATTERN REPRESENTS AN EMOTIONAL CONFLICT THAT WAS PREVIOUSLY RESOLVED BY THE 'INHIBITION' OF CERTAIN IMPULSES............

MUSCULAR TENSION INHIBITION AND DISTORTED BEHAVIOR ARE SIGNS THAT THE 'CONFLICT' IS STILL ACTIVE...ON AN UNCONSCIOUS LEVEL'

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ELECTRO-APPETITES IN INERTIA FORTRESSINGS...
COOL FIRE STREAMS IN CORRIDORINGS OF MERIDIANS
EACH DAY DIES IN SLEEP
THERE IS NO LAST BREEZE OF THE DAY...
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SHE FELL BELOW THE CONFUSION
LINE OF LAW
LOST AMONG THE SHADOWS
THAT EVEN NOW
I STRAIN TO

...........................PENETRATE
THE IMPOSSIBILITY 'T'HEN DISCONNECTED NEST
AS
SADNESS MORE INTENSE
TRAUMATIZED 'EXCITING BITCHERY'
ACCENTUATED SENSES CONTROLLED INTO ROLES
EROTIC KIN NET TICKING WOUNDS AND WOOZES
TO RISE IN THE MESS OF IT ALL..........
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BIG RED DOOR OF NOT GOOD ENOUGH WHEN
SWINGS IN DEEP YIN UNAVAILABLE ANGERS
GAME OF THE HIDDEN...
THE GET SMART WINDS OF WARDS AND THWART
AS GOING ON AN ON...FOR WHO KILLS CURIOUS CATS, WHO FRIGHTENS THE MONKEYS BY KILLING ROOSTERS........
THE QUINGS OF OEDIPUS HIPSTERS DAZED IN SEEING TALL BLONDS ACROSS ELECTRONIC SCREENS...
HOT POINTS AND HOT SPOTS OF BOKA AVATAR DOZES OF DEEZ AND DEMZ..................
THE SACRED DANGERS OF UNITY WAYS TO LEAVE CLOSED CIRCLES OF SELF ABSORPTION...........
HYPNOTIC ROBOTIC OF AWMATON SPELLS AND GHOST DRIVES INTO ENDURANCE-COPING MEDIATION--------------CONTROLS.............

'AND THE DAY CAME THAT THE RISK [IT TOOK] TO REMAIN IN THE BUD WAS MORE PAINFUL THAN THE RISK IT TOOK TO BLOSSOM'-ANAIS NIN

' ANY CONSCIOUS EFFORT OF THE WILL STIMULATES AND REINFORCES THE OPPOSITE IMPULSES...

IF ONE TRIES TOO HARD AND PUTS OUT EXCESSIVE EFFORT, HE CANNOT SUCCEED...

ONE MUST TUNE WITH THE MOMENT, RELAX AND JUST DO IT'

PRINCIPLE OF PARADOXICAL INTENTION

SEXUAL SUPPRESSION...

... SUPPORTS GUILT AND ANXIETY ORDERINGS...

ENGENDERS TIMIDITY TOWARDS AUTHORITY/ DEFIANCE/ WILFULNESS OF ANGER W/O REALNESS OF TRUTH OF URGENCY...


CONSUMES BIOLOGICAL REPRODUCTIVE POTENCY...

LIMITS AND INHIBITS CRITICAL AND INDEPENDENT VISION...

RESTRICTS RESOLVE AND LIMITS ASPIRATIONS FOR FREEDOM AND CREATIVE GROWTH...

DESIRE AS POWER QUEST OF WANTING TO BE WANTED IS COMPENSATORY WAYS OF NOT GOOD ENOUGH USING MEANS VS REALNESS OF SELF IN TRUINGS OF WILL AS URGENCY NOT AN IDEA VERSION OF SELF...

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REPRESSION IS AN EFFECTIVE BUT HIGHLY DANGEROUS MECHANISM OF DEFENSE, A SLOW ACTING POISON'-ERNST PAWEL, THE NIGHTMARE OF REASON

THE FATHER HAS BLOCKED THE DAUGHTER'S SEXUAL ENERGY BY RESERVING IT FOR HIMSELF..................SHE IS LOOKING FOR ...TRYING TO PROVOKE.THE FLAW THAT WILL GIVE HER PERMISSION TO ERUPT........TO BRING HER 'METAPHORICAL' FATHER BACK.........IN THE PROCESS ...SHE MAY DRIVE HER PARTNERS AWAY........
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SIVA, THE EROTIC ASCETIC, EMBODIES THE FLAME AND DANCES WITH IT...SHE HAS COMPLETE CONTROL OF THE SENSES...BEYOND DENIAL...
IN CERTAIN EXTREME SITUATIONS THE ONLY POSSIBLE CONTROL IS RELEASE...
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SHAME AWARENESS OF CONTAINER'MENT'...MIND SET IN MEDIATION FORTRESS ORDER...AN ANGRY BARRIER TO SELF ACCEPTANCE...EDGE OF DARKNESS/ANGER TURNED INWARD...VIOLENCE AGAINST THE SELF...PROBLEMS OF ACCEPTANCE OF NORMAL FUNCTIONING OF ONE'S BODY...
SHAME IS ANGER OF DEFENDING AGAINST ANY THREAT OR LOSS OF SELF ESTEEM...AS EVERY ADAPTATION IS A 'CRISIS' OF SELF ESTEEM WHEN THE BARBI-CAN FORTRESS-CASTLE IS IN 'SENSE OF 'SIEGE' OR TIME OF 'BUTTON' PUSHING...
A LEVEL OF DEEP MISTRUST...RIGID LAYERING OF DEFENSIVENESS...COVERED UP/HIDDEN...PROBLEMS IN EROTICIZED BODILY PROCESSES OF FOODS AND SEXUALITY WITHIN KINWEBS OF REACTIVE FORMS AND STREAMS...

IT IS EMOTIONAL/PSYCHE SCARRINGS.TRAUMA ECHOES WHERE HUMILIATIONS AND THEFTS OF DIGNITY-VIOLENCE AGAINST ONE'S OWN HUMANITY HAVE OCCURRED...

THERE IS SELF-DOUBT LONG AFTER THE ORIGINAL TRAUMA/BETRAYAL MOMENT[EVEN THOUGH ONE WAS INNOCENT AND NOT AT FAULT].........SELF INSECURITY, ANGST, VANITY FEAR.........BLAMELESS YET...

THE INHERITED RECURRENT STREAMS..............VULNERABILITY TO THE THREAT OF REJECTION BECOMES THWARTING/DISTANCING/DISSOCIATION/SPLITTING AS ANY ACTION THAT MIGHT EXPOSE ONE'S SELF AS DIFFERENT FROM PROJECTED IMAGE/VERSION.....
ACUTE SELF CONSCIOUSNESS......FEAR OF THE SHUDDER OF IMMEDIACY...

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CONVERTISM............CHANNELLING............LIMITED SEXUAL PRESENCE............WOUNDED MEDIUM STATES............


HYPERVIGILANCE YET HYPERSEXUALITY AS DISTORTIONS...THE TOO MUCH OF A GOOD THING, THE REDIRECTED REEPRODUCTIVE, THE CORRIDORINGS OF AVATAR, MEDIUM, SAVANT STATE OF ZONED ROLE/PERFORMER/ TALENT WITHOUT TRUTH OF URGENCY AS ACCENTUATION/AMPLIFICATION IN TENDENCY................MORE SO INERTIA...TENDENCY AND PATTERN...........

THE FIJI HEALING POWER AS TRUTH

THE AMOUNT OF TRUTH IN EACH INDIVIDUAL DETERMINES THE POWER OF HEALING...

IT IS DIFFICULT TO EXPLAIN TO OTHERS...

-FIJI HEALING

SHAMAN WORK IS IN THE NERVES...

MINERVA AS GODDESS OF WISDOM...

BEYOND THE BOUNDARIES OF NORMAL ACTION/HUMAN INTERACTION...

SENSES OF REALM OF CHAOS WHERE POWER MOVES FLUIDLY WITHOUT FORM.............

FRUITFUL DARKNESS............THE GREAT ZONES OF THE UNCLEAR, THE CONTRADICTORY, POLLUTED AND AMBIGUOUS WHERE RENEWAL IS POSSIBLE OUT OF THE FIBROUSNESS OF CONFUSION...

TO FOCUS THROUGH A 'POINT CHAUD' OR 'HOT POINT'...WHERE OBJECT/SPIRIT ARE ENERGIZED IN ENGAGEMENT...

THE ARRAY OPPORTUNITY OF MERIDIANS OF MANY POINTS OF LIGHT INTERSECTS...........

BEAUTY MANAGES TO ELICIT DANGER YET CONTAIN IT...BEING POSSESSED BY THE DESIRE TO POSSESS AND BE POSSESSED..........EROS IS PRESERVER OF ALL THINGS.

'IL FAUT SOUFFRIR POUR ETRE BEAU'...TO BE BEAUTIFUL, ONE MUST SUFFER
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DO YOU HAVE THE PATIENCE TO WAIT FOR THE MUD TO SETTLE ANDTHE WATER IS CLEAR. CAN YOU REMAIN UNMOVING TILL THE RIGHT ACTION ARISES BY ITSELF?-LAO TZU. TAO TE CHING

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'SHE MAKES ME RESCUE HER'

I FEEL A SENSE OF POWER

SHE HOLDS ON KNOWING

PROVOKING, DEMANDING, NEEDING...

I FEEL THE SURGES URGES RUSHES,

YIELDS AND RESPONSES

THE CASTLED BARBI-CAN GIRL PRINCESS

MEDIATRIX-CONTROLLER OF POWER FORTRESS

TESTING TEASING

EXPECTANCY IN A COMPLIANCE

VULNERABILITY IN HYPERVIGILANCE

CAT EROS DREAMINGS IN HYPERSEXUALITY

THE MINING OF A CLOSED CIRCLE 'CAVE'

HEARING THE CANARY SONGS OF 'MORE SO'

FOR THE PRINCE SEES THE WALL OF FIRE

THAT PRECLUDES HER REAL SEXUAL AWAKENING

A MANAGE THE DAMAGE WAY

AS MOUNTAIN CLIMBING WHERE

THE JOURNEY OF RETURN IS SOMETIMES

THE MORE DIFFICULT...

THE EXTENSIONS INTO THE 'ICE MAIDEN'

THE DRAMAS OF SELF ESTEEM

THE FALSE HOMEOSTASIS OF AN IDEA VERSION

OF

A CONSTRUCTED PERSONALITY...

FOR WHO IS ABLE TO MOVE TO TRUINGS

AS POWERLESSNESS IS THE AS IS

IN A REALM OF IMPRESSION MANAGEMENT...

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HEALING TRANSFORMATION

HE HAD BECOME LIQUIFIED ENERGY AND CONCENTRATING HIS FOCUS THROUGH THE FUNNEL OF HER BEING....

HE REACHED INTO THE WOUNDEDNESS

CALLING IN WORDS...

TO COME TO HIM

HE RESONATED THE QUIET THUNDER OF POTENTIAL...SHE WAS DAMNED BEHIND...

THE RELEASES BEGAN.......

THERE WERE MANY TIMES..............

THEY WERE DEEPER EACH TIME...........

THE PLEASURES FINALLY OUTLASTED THE PAIN...............

THE REVITALIZED SPIRIT ENLIVENED...CREATIVE PRESZENCE MOVED....EACH PLACE CLAIMED A DIGNITY...THE EXPRESSION OF BEING CALLED FORTH...BEING CALLED WITHIN...........

SHE WAS NOW ON A LIFE OF HER OWN...........

HEATED ECSTASY................LIQUID SOFTNESS

BLOOD FLOWING ALONG SWOLLEN BANKS..........EGGS BREAKING OPEN IN TRANSFORMATIVE REGENERATION...

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THE DEFINED UNKNOWN

VIRGIN GIRL

MAD AS BIRDS

ECSTATIC FLIGHT

RIDING

IMAGINED WINDS

REVERIE ON A PLANE OF VEILED MYSTERIES

POSSESSED BY THE SKY

NEEDING A MIRACLE TO UNFOLD

DESIRE ENRAPTURED IN AN AUTHORITY

PIOUS CERTAINTY DAZE

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THE WRESTLING WARINESS OF THE UNEXPECTED ZAP

FOR WHY DO I SPEAK AS NO ONE HAS MY EARS....THE NIETZSCHE AWARENESS INTO THE PURPLE STIRRUP OF DESIRE IN SEEING MASKS, HIDING PLACES AND THE WAYS OF FALSE HOMEOSTASIS.....

FORTRESSES OF BARBICAN SHAME AND NUMBINGS OF AVERSION VERSIONS OF AN IDEA OF SELF...

A MEMORY STREAMING OF AWARENESS...

THE MOMENT OF CRISIS IN INNER 'THREAT OF ANNIHILATION'

TIME OF PENETRATION AND PERVASIVENESS

EYES LIFTING THROUGH GUTS INTO KNOWINGS

TEMPOS OF AMPLIFIED INTO CORRIDORINGS

DREAMS ECHOING DEEPLY IN MERIDIAN STREAMINGS

COOL FIRE IN PASSION ACTIVATIONS LIFE FORCE

STRETCHINGS IN DEPTHS AND NEW SURFACINGS

WHERE IS TO CONTROL...PERFORM...BE

VULNERABILITY IN BARBICAN FORTRESSING

OR OPPORTUNE MOMENT TO LET GO OF ALL THAT IS NOT ONE

INNER ORGANS COMPRESSED IN ANGER CONTRACTIVENESS

ACCESSING WILL BEYOND REACTIVITY DEFIANCE

THE THIN SKIN TIGHT WAY OF ILLUMINATION AND ALTERED STATES

QUESTING FOR EMPOWERMENT, TALENT, POTENCY...2B ECSTACY

OUT OF AGONY OF NO PAST/FUTURE VISION AS LETTERS OF TRANSIT

GUIDE SENSES OUT OF PRISM CLOSED CIRCLE CAVE

NEON BLUE LIGHT FLOWING IN TUBES THROUGH MY CHEST

A GLOW OF YELLOW LIGHT ON THE EDGES

CHANNELS SEEN THROUGH A GLASS LIKE WINDOW INTO MY CHEST

A 1985 TIME IN LONG ISLAND CITY MIRRORING CONSCIOUSNESS

POINTS OF LIGHT STREAMS OF DREAMS AND HEALING CURRENTS

CREATIVE CAPACITY IN A GLASS CHEST IN SIGHT

BEING IN BEGINNING SITE INSIGHT 2 DECADES BEFORE

A 2004 BLACKETTS RIDGE CRISIS OF MID TEMPOS AND MID TIMINGS

THE NEON WONDER OF HEART PATHING OF ENDURANCE

DRIVING THROUGH SHAME CASTLES OF BARBI-CAN DREAMS

KNOWING POLITICO-MEDIATION CONTROLS OF POWER QUESTS

GREATER THAN LOVE...A WANTING TO BE WANTED DESIRE STRATEGY

TO LEARN LOVE IN GENEROSITY BEYOND FORTRESS MUTUAL RECIPROCITY

FOR ONLY WITH THE DEATH OF AMBITION IS TRUTH OF URGENCY

REALIZATION IS IN GETTING PAST THE PAN-NICK SURGES OF VANITY FEARS

THE TIMES OF OMENS AND TEARS, DREAMS AND JEARS

TO BE IN THE 'PANES' OF EXPOSURE AS DIFFERENT FROM THE ORDINARY

TO SEE THE NEON EMOTIONAL DESERT TREK OF KNOWINGS

FOR ONLY WHAT IS FELT IS TRULY KNOWN...

NOTES INTEGRATED 4.13.10 WPC

TRANSMARGINAL INHIBITION

IS PROTECTIVE INHIBITION...........BROUGHT ABOUT BY PROLONGED OVERSTIMULATION WHEN 'EXCITATION' IN ONE CELL OR AREA INTERFERES WITH EXCITATION IN ANOTHER...........

INHIBITION TO LIMIT BEHAVIOR, REDUCE MOTION, ALTER WAY OR PATTERN, TO BLOCK, TO CHANNEL, TO TRANCE..........

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IN A PHASE OF PROTECTIVE INHIBITION[ULTRA PARADOXICAL].........ALL CRITICAL REASONING MAY CEASE AND ONE IS SUBJECT TO ACCEPTING AND BELIEVING UNQUESTIONINGLY MANY THINGS THAT WERE PREVIOUSLY REJECTED OR ONE MAY REJECT WHAT ONE PREVIOUSLY BELIEVED...

CONVERSIONS.............POSSESSED STATES WHERE STRESS-EXHAUSTION LEADS TO ACCEPTANCE OF IMPOSED ORDER.............COMPLIANCE AND AGREED UPON 'ORDER' THEN RESOLVE OVERLOADS OF HYPER-AROUSALS..............PROJECTION IS USED TO RELIEVE PRESSURES..........

PAIN/PLEASURE IN FALSE HOMEOSTASIS...TO PROJECT ON TO ANOTHER.............

THE POSITIVE AND NEGATIVE VALUES OF STIMULI ARE REVERSED...SELF DEFENSE MECHANISM...

A PROFOUND STRUGGLE THEN COMMENCES TO RECONCILE OPPOSITES...LEARNING THROUGH CONTRADICTIONS.............VISUALIZING JUXTAPOSITIONS......

ENTRAINMENT AWARENESS IN TONAL ZONAL

'NOW IS NOT THE TIME TO DILUTE YOUR ANGER...

YOU'RE RUNNING AHEAD OF THE WIND'

-LYSISTRATA






FREQUENCY VIBRATORY ECHOIC IN 'COMMON' RESONANCE EVOLVING IN 'MASS-OCCUR' PLANE OF 'STATE' VIBRATORY 'EQUIVALENTS' OF RITUAL SACRIFICE EVENTS[MASS-OCCUR MADNESS]...THE 'DEEPLY FELT AND COMMONLY SHARED' ...





A HYSTERIA TRANSFERRENCE OF FEAR BASED CRISIS ADAPTATION AS 'THERE BUT FOR THE GRACE OF GOD GO I'...A 'GOSSIP LAWS OF FLAWS' UNDERCURRENCY OF NICHE PECKING ORDER OF SOCIO-POLITICAL-ECONOMIC RHYTHMS OF 'BUILDING PYRAMIDS'...

TO SENSE RESONANCE...FOR WHAT IS IN A NAME...AS A NAME ISA FRAME...AS THE LAW OF FLAWS RESONATES IN NAMINGS IN SOUNDNESS..........

TO HERE 'RANA' AS THE BEAUTY THAT ATTRACTS THE GAZE..........................FOR THE RELIGION OF LOVE IS IN AL VEL LEGIS -BOOK OF THE LAW...THE CHI IN AIR TO THE A AND THE VENUS IN THE WOMAN SATISFIED TO THE L...........

THE MOUNT OF VENUS OF THE WOMAN SATISFIED----------BEYOND THE WOMAN FILLED WITH CREATIVE ENERGY................
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HYPNOTIC SUGGESTION...ECHOIC/ACOUSTICAL TRANCEROS...RECURRENT POINTS OF LIGHT CORRIDORINGS IN MERIDIAN STREAMINS OF THE BODY ELECTRIC.......VULNERABILITY IN SUGGESTION TRANCINGS...
VANITY FEAR BECOMES FORTRESSING IN MEDIATION OF DEEP ANGST AGAINST THREAT OF ANNIHILATION...PATTERN INTO ROLE, SAVANT, AVATAR, MEDIUM..............OPPORTUNISM IN SHIFTINGS OF EXCESSES OF REDIRECTED REPRODUCTIVE SEXUALLY ACTIVATED ENERGIES..........

TO CHANGE IS A CONTINUUM OF MOVING OUT OF LEVERAGE/ INTENSITY-DENSITY TO BE PRESENT IN LETTING THE FLOWS FLOW W/O THE PANIC OF 'PAN-NICK' IN DIONYSIAN EXCESSES OF CRAVE AND CRAZE...TO KNOW AS FELT W/O THE TRYING TOO HARD AND FAILURES OF HYSTERIA SENSUALIZATION...............

TO ENTER BETWIXT AND BETWEEN AS AWARENESS OF TWILIGHT MAGICAL SPACE BETWEEN LIGHT AND DARK.....CONSCIOUS SPACE BETWEEN CONSCIOUS LIGHT AND UNCONSCIOUS DARK[THE COMPRESSED, CONTRACTED AND FORTRESSED OF POWER-CONTROL MEDIATIONS IN COPING/ENDURANCE...DENIAL...

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INNER EAR RINGINGS OF BALANCES AND FREQUENCY

ACOUSTICAL ADAPTATIONS IN CACOPHONY AS 'STRESS-SHUTTING DOWN, CLOSING OFF OR PADDING, PACKING, STORING AND MOVING IN 'CORRIDORINGS' OF MERIDIANS IN BODY ELECTRIC 'POINTS OF LIGHT' RHYTHMS...

MASS-OCCUR RESONANCE ADAPTATIONS OF 'MORE SO' WAYS OF 'GLOBAL HERDING' AS INDIVIDUATION COMING TO ONE'S SENSES, SLOWLY, ONE AT A TIME...




'HE COULD TAKE HER TO PLACES INSIDE HERSELF SHE HAD NEVER BEEN WITH HERSELF...SHE KNEW THE PRICE OF PLAYING WOULD ENDANGER HER BARRIERS, SMASH UP THE SELF CONTAINMENT AND SELF CONTENTMENT'-LEON URIS , TRINITY

GEOGRAPHY IS THE SENSE OF ORIENTATION...THE DESIRE TO PENETRATE THE MOTHER'S BODY...TO INVESTIGATE IT INSIDE...TO KNOW THE PASSAGES LEADING IN AND OUT IN THE PROCESSES OF IMPREGNATION AND BIRTH...

THE CHILDS EXPLORATIONS ARE IN EFFECT 'SCOOPING OUT' AND TO SUCK...THE CHILD HOLLOWS OUT A CAVE FOR SELF WITHIN THER MOTHERS BODY...

IT IS THE FOETALIZED CURL OF THE UNREALIZED SELF.............FUNCTIONING IN AN INTERSECTING HORIZONTAL-VERTICAL EXPANSION LIMITED WITHIN A 'CLOSED CIRCLE' OF TENETS AND HARD EARNED BARBICAN FORTRESSINGS..........

IT IS SELF ABSORPTION IN NARCISSISM AND ECHOIC VANITY FEARS OF MEDIATION CONTROL EXCESSES.................

IT IS FEAR OF HUMILIATION THAT PRODUCES A SUPPRESSION OF SEXUALITY IN SEXUAL FEELING INHIBITION.........CONTRACTIONS AND INHIBITIONS...

QUESTS FOR LIFE IN CORRIDORS OF INTENSITY DENSITY WHEN 'DEAD CERTAIN' OF REPRESSION IS THE FAMILIAR' OF TENSION NORMALCY-CONTROL......

DESIRE AND NEED BECOME PAIN STATES AS SATISFACTION AND PLEASURE ARE UNDULY POSTPONED...THE EXCESSES ARE IN THE PADDINGS, DENSITY, COMPRESSIONS THAT BIND AND BLIND............LACK OF DISCHARGE/RELEASE............IT IS POWER SEEKING IN WANTING TO BE WANTED BEHAVIORS OF FLIGHT MANIPULATIONS THAT DISTORT AND PRECLUDE TRUTH OF URGENCY............

THE MEDIATIONS BECOME THE MESSAGE AND MEANS OF THE COMPROMISED SELF/MANUFACTURED SELF/FALSE HOMEOSTASIS SELF..........

FEAR OF PLEASURE IS FEAR OF THE PAIN THAT INEVITABLY DEVELOPS WHEN AN OUTWARD FLOWING EXPANSIVE IMPULSE MEETS A CONTRACTED AND BOUND AREA OF THE BODY............AWKWARDNESS, RIGIDITY, INNER CONSTRICTIVENESS

THE DEFENSIVE BARBICAN OF POLITICAL MEDIATION HERITAGE POWER IN THE EXCESSIVELY EROTICIZED INNER FAMILY WAYS THAT DENIES TRUTH OF URGENCY ASMEDIATION-CONTROL IS IMPRESSION MANAGEMENT.....POWER GREATER THAN LOVE.............STRATEGIES OF SEDUCTION AND MANIPULTION GREATER THAN HEART TRUTH OF URGENCY---------A SPLITTING AND DISSOCIATIVENESS OF ILLNESS IN COMPLIANCES AND PERSONALITY MEDIATION BEHAVIORS.....



SEE

http://avatarzan.blogspot.com/

RE ANNETTE CATIAN PURPLE STIRRUP POEM 'BLEEDING'...

IF A MAN'S ONLY TOOL IS A 'KEY' ....HE WILL IMAGINE EVERY PROBLEM TO BE A LOCK-MASLOW

YET AS NOVALIS SAID----------EVERY HUMAN ILLNESS IS A MUSICAL PROBLEM...IN THE SOUNDS AND KEYINGS OF 'NOTES AND FREQUENCY'...