ANY CONSCIOUS EFFORT OF THE WILL STIMULATES AND REINFORCES THE OPPOSITE IMPULSES... IF ONE TRIES TOO HARD AND PUTS OUT EXCESSIVE EFFORT, HE CANNOT SUCCEED...
ONE MUST TUNE WITH THE MOMENT, RELAX AND JUST DO IT'
PRINCIPLE OF PARADOXICAL INTENTION
SEXUAL SUPPRESSION...... SUPPORTS GUILT AND ANXIETY ORDERINGS...
ENGENDERS TIMIDITY TOWARDS AUTHORITY/ DEFIANCE/ WILFULNESS OF ANGER W/O REALNESS OF TRUTH OF URGENCY...
CONSUMES BIOLOGICAL REPRODUCTIVE POTENCY...
LIMITS AND INHIBITS CRITICAL AND INDEPENDENT VISION...
RESTRICTS RESOLVE AND LIMITS ASPIRATIONS FOR FREEDOM AND CREATIVE GROWTH...
DESIRE AS POWER QUEST OF WANTING TO BE WANTED IS COMPENSATORY WAYS OF NOT GOOD ENOUGH USING MEANS VS REALNESS OF SELF IN TRUINGS OF WILL AS URGENCY NOT AN IDEA VERSION OF SELF...
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REPRESSION IS AN EFFECTIVE BUT HIGHLY DANGEROUS MECHANISM OF DEFENSE, A SLOW ACTING POISON'-ERNST PAWEL, THE NIGHTMARE OF REASON
THE FATHER HAS BLOCKED THE DAUGHTER'S SEXUAL ENERGY BY RESERVING IT FOR HIMSELF..................SHE IS LOOKING FOR ...TRYING TO PROVOKE.THE FLAW THAT WILL GIVE HER PERMISSION TO ERUPT........TO BRING HER 'METAPHORICAL' FATHER BACK.........IN THE PROCESS ...SHE MAY DRIVE HER PARTNERS AWAY........
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SIVA, THE EROTIC ASCETIC, EMBODIES THE FLAME AND DANCES WITH IT...SHE HAS COMPLETE CONTROL OF THE SENSES...BEYOND DENIAL...
IN CERTAIN EXTREME SITUATIONS THE ONLY POSSIBLE CONTROL IS RELEASE...
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SHAME AWARENESS OF CONTAINER'MENT'...MIND SET IN MEDIATION FORTRESS ORDER...AN ANGRY BARRIER TO SELF ACCEPTANCE...EDGE OF DARKNESS/ANGER TURNED INWARD...VIOLENCE AGAINST THE SELF...PROBLEMS OF ACCEPTANCE OF NORMAL FUNCTIONING OF ONE'S BODY...
SHAME IS ANGER OF DEFENDING AGAINST ANY THREAT OR LOSS OF SELF ESTEEM...AS EVERY ADAPTATION IS A 'CRISIS' OF SELF ESTEEM WHEN THE BARBI-CAN FORTRESS-CASTLE IS IN 'SENSE OF 'SIEGE' OR TIME OF 'BUTTON' PUSHING...
A LEVEL OF DEEP MISTRUST...RIGID LAYERING OF DEFENSIVENESS...COVERED UP/HIDDEN...PROBLEMS IN EROTICIZED BODILY PROCESSES OF FOODS AND SEXUALITY WITHIN KINWEBS OF REACTIVE FORMS AND STREAMS...
IT IS EMOTIONAL/PSYCHE SCARRINGS.TRAUMA ECHOES WHERE HUMILIATIONS AND THEFTS OF DIGNITY-VIOLENCE AGAINST ONE'S OWN HUMANITY HAVE OCCURRED...
THERE IS SELF-DOUBT LONG AFTER THE ORIGINAL TRAUMA/BETRAYAL MOMENT[EVEN THOUGH ONE WAS INNOCENT AND NOT AT FAULT].........SELF INSECURITY, ANGST, VANITY FEAR.........BLAMELESS YET...
THE INHERITED RECURRENT STREAMS..............VULNERABILITY TO THE THREAT OF REJECTION BECOMES THWARTING/DISTANCING/DISSOCIATION/SPLITTING AS ANY ACTION THAT MIGHT EXPOSE ONE'S SELF AS DIFFERENT FROM PROJECTED IMAGE/VERSION.....
ACUTE SELF CONSCIOUSNESS......FEAR OF THE SHUDDER OF IMMEDIACY...
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CONVERTISM............CHANNELLING............LIMITED SEXUAL PRESENCE............WOUNDED MEDIUM STATES............
HYPERVIGILANCE YET HYPERSEXUALITY AS DISTORTIONS...THE TOO MUCH OF A GOOD THING, THE REDIRECTED REEPRODUCTIVE, THE CORRIDORINGS OF AVATAR, MEDIUM, SAVANT STATE OF ZONED ROLE/PERFORMER/ TALENT WITHOUT TRUTH OF URGENCY AS ACCENTUATION/AMPLIFICATION IN TENDENCY................MORE SO INERTIA...TENDENCY AND PATTERN...........
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