FOR WHY DO I SPEAK AS NO ONE HAS MY EARS....THE NIETZSCHE AWARENESS INTO THE PURPLE STIRRUP OF DESIRE IN SEEING MASKS, HIDING PLACES AND THE WAYS OF FALSE HOMEOSTASIS.....
FORTRESSES OF BARBICAN SHAME AND NUMBINGS OF AVERSION VERSIONS OF AN IDEA OF SELF...
A MEMORY STREAMING OF AWARENESS...
THE MOMENT OF CRISIS IN INNER 'THREAT OF ANNIHILATION'
TIME OF PENETRATION AND PERVASIVENESS
EYES LIFTING THROUGH GUTS INTO KNOWINGS
TEMPOS OF AMPLIFIED INTO CORRIDORINGS
DREAMS ECHOING DEEPLY IN MERIDIAN STREAMINGS
COOL FIRE IN PASSION ACTIVATIONS LIFE FORCE
STRETCHINGS IN DEPTHS AND NEW SURFACINGS
WHERE IS TO CONTROL...PERFORM...BE
VULNERABILITY IN BARBICAN FORTRESSING
OR OPPORTUNE MOMENT TO LET GO OF ALL THAT IS NOT ONE
INNER ORGANS COMPRESSED IN ANGER CONTRACTIVENESS
ACCESSING WILL BEYOND REACTIVITY DEFIANCE
THE THIN SKIN TIGHT WAY OF ILLUMINATION AND ALTERED STATES
QUESTING FOR EMPOWERMENT, TALENT, POTENCY...2B ECSTACY
OUT OF AGONY OF NO PAST/FUTURE VISION AS LETTERS OF TRANSIT
GUIDE SENSES OUT OF PRISM CLOSED CIRCLE CAVE
NEON BLUE LIGHT FLOWING IN TUBES THROUGH MY CHEST
A GLOW OF YELLOW LIGHT ON THE EDGES
CHANNELS SEEN THROUGH A GLASS LIKE WINDOW INTO MY CHEST
A 1985 TIME IN LONG ISLAND CITY MIRRORING CONSCIOUSNESS
POINTS OF LIGHT STREAMS OF DREAMS AND HEALING CURRENTS
CREATIVE CAPACITY IN A GLASS CHEST IN SIGHT
BEING IN BEGINNING SITE INSIGHT 2 DECADES BEFORE
A 2004 BLACKETTS RIDGE CRISIS OF MID TEMPOS AND MID TIMINGS
THE NEON WONDER OF HEART PATHING OF ENDURANCE
DRIVING THROUGH SHAME CASTLES OF BARBI-CAN DREAMS
KNOWING POLITICO-MEDIATION CONTROLS OF POWER QUESTS
GREATER THAN LOVE...A WANTING TO BE WANTED DESIRE STRATEGY
TO LEARN LOVE IN GENEROSITY BEYOND FORTRESS MUTUAL RECIPROCITY
FOR ONLY WITH THE DEATH OF AMBITION IS TRUTH OF URGENCY
REALIZATION IS IN GETTING PAST THE PAN-NICK SURGES OF VANITY FEARS
THE TIMES OF OMENS AND TEARS, DREAMS AND JEARS
TO BE IN THE 'PANES' OF EXPOSURE AS DIFFERENT FROM THE ORDINARY
TO SEE THE NEON EMOTIONAL DESERT TREK OF KNOWINGS
FOR ONLY WHAT IS FELT IS TRULY KNOWN...
NOTES INTEGRATED 4.13.10 WPC
TRANSMARGINAL INHIBITION
IS PROTECTIVE INHIBITION...........BROUGHT ABOUT BY PROLONGED OVERSTIMULATION WHEN 'EXCITATION' IN ONE CELL OR AREA INTERFERES WITH EXCITATION IN ANOTHER...........
INHIBITION TO LIMIT BEHAVIOR, REDUCE MOTION, ALTER WAY OR PATTERN, TO BLOCK, TO CHANNEL, TO TRANCE..........
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IN A PHASE OF PROTECTIVE INHIBITION[ULTRA PARADOXICAL].........ALL CRITICAL REASONING MAY CEASE AND ONE IS SUBJECT TO ACCEPTING AND BELIEVING UNQUESTIONINGLY MANY THINGS THAT WERE PREVIOUSLY REJECTED OR ONE MAY REJECT WHAT ONE PREVIOUSLY BELIEVED...
CONVERSIONS.............POSSESSED STATES WHERE STRESS-EXHAUSTION LEADS TO ACCEPTANCE OF IMPOSED ORDER.............COMPLIANCE AND AGREED UPON 'ORDER' THEN RESOLVE OVERLOADS OF HYPER-AROUSALS..............PROJECTION IS USED TO RELIEVE PRESSURES..........
PAIN/PLEASURE IN FALSE HOMEOSTASIS...TO PROJECT ON TO ANOTHER.............
THE POSITIVE AND NEGATIVE VALUES OF STIMULI ARE REVERSED...SELF DEFENSE MECHANISM...
A PROFOUND STRUGGLE THEN COMMENCES TO RECONCILE OPPOSITES...LEARNING THROUGH CONTRADICTIONS.............VISUALIZING JUXTAPOSITIONS......
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