BODY ELECTRIC IN UNCONSCIOUSNESS
ECHO IN NARCISSISM VANITY...FEARS AND FLIGHT HOLDING TO BARBI-CAN VANITY SHAME FORTRESSINGS...
AS 'AARP' IN OLD AGE OR 'AA-AA' IN AL CO HAUL LICKS...THE STATES OF 'R' IN TRUCKIN LINES ON DA PLANE............ PSYCHE ENCOUNTERS IN PARALLAX AWARENESS OF MEDIUM DAZE WAYS...
CAR ASH EDGES OF CONSCIOUSNESS...YOU ARE YOUR CAR IN ICELAND VOLCANO CLOSURE OF AIR PORTS AND GROUNDINGS...
ONE GOES THROUGH ENSUING PERIODS OF SILENT UNINTENDED REHEARSALS IN THE BODY...FIXING WHAT HAS BEEN LEARNED'...WILLIAM JAMES
THE SHADOW GROWS MOST WHEN IGNORED OR AVOIDED...IT BECOMES A REPOSITORY OF HEAT AND ENERGY...THE GAP OF 'OUGHT' AND ACTUALLY 'IS'...
ORIGINALITY IS ACCESSED IN THE SHADOWS...TO BRING FORTH WHAT SAVES AND BECOMES INSTEAD OF SUPPRESSION THAT IS ILLNESS...............
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MOST EFFECTIVE PARENTAL WEAPON IS WITHDRAWAL OF LOVE OR ITS THREAT...THE CHILD IS FORCED TO GIVE UP ITS INSTINCTUAL LONGING, TO SUPPRESS ITS SEXUAL DESIRE FOR ONE PARENT AND HOSTILITY TO THE OTHER.
IN THEIR PLACE, HE/SHE WILL DEVELOP GUILT ABOUT SEXUALITY AND FEAR OF 'AUTHORITY' FIGURES.........[WAYS OF COMPLIANCE, REACTIVITY DEFIANCE, WILFULLNESS THAT IS NOT TRUE WILL OR TRUE URGENCY'...]IT IS NOT IN FIGHT OR FLIGHT THAT ONE IS ALIVE...IT IS IN 'AS IS' PREZENCE BEYOND 'PAN-NICK' VANITY FEAR WAYS OF SUSTAINING THE BARBI-CAN SHAME FORTRESS OF 'MEDIATION-CONTROL ....
THE 'SURRENDER OF REALNESS OF SEXUALITY CONSTITUTES ACCEPTANCE OF PARENTAL OR AUTHORITY LIMITS IN TENETS OR BEHAVIORS OF MEDIATION...THE REAL IS HIDDEN AS THE IMAGE ENDURANCE GOES ALONG...GETS ALONG...SQUEEZES OUT LOVE/KINDNESS...A SUBMISSION TO THE 'VALUES'[EVEN IN THE LIGHT OF HYPOCRISY'] AS 'LIP-SERVICE' OR CONTRADICTIONS...THE CHILD BECOMES 'GOOD' AS DEFINED AND NEGOTIATED INSTEAD OF HEALTHY CENTERED IN A HOMEOSTASIS OF HEART...
THE CHILD SURRENDERS ITS SEXUAL PRESENCE IN TO A SUPPORTIVE STATE OF PARENTAL RHYTHMS AND IDEOLOGY...WISHES OF POWER GREATER THAN LOVE INSTITUTIONAL REPRESSION...SUFFOCATION...DIMINISHMENT.FORCING THE 'ROLE' AND PERSONALITY TO FEED THE WAYS OF THE IMPOSITION ORDERING...
THE WHOLE PROCESS PRESERVES THE GENITAL ORGAN, WARDS OFF THE DANGER OF LOSING IT[CASTRATION] ...
ON THE OTHER HAND, THE SUBMISSION PARALYZES IT, TAKES ITS FUNCTION AWAY FROM IT'[FREUD CONCEPTS WITH SOME EXPRESSION OF ADDED PERSPECTIVE]...
ORIGINALITY IS ACCESSED IN THE SHADOWS...TO BRING FORTH WHAT SAVES AND BECOMES INSTEAD OF SUPPRESSION THAT IS ILLNESS...............
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MOST EFFECTIVE PARENTAL WEAPON IS WITHDRAWAL OF LOVE OR ITS THREAT...THE CHILD IS FORCED TO GIVE UP ITS INSTINCTUAL LONGING, TO SUPPRESS ITS SEXUAL DESIRE FOR ONE PARENT AND HOSTILITY TO THE OTHER.
IN THEIR PLACE, HE/SHE WILL DEVELOP GUILT ABOUT SEXUALITY AND FEAR OF 'AUTHORITY' FIGURES.........[WAYS OF COMPLIANCE, REACTIVITY DEFIANCE, WILFULLNESS THAT IS NOT TRUE WILL OR TRUE URGENCY'...]IT IS NOT IN FIGHT OR FLIGHT THAT ONE IS ALIVE...IT IS IN 'AS IS' PREZENCE BEYOND 'PAN-NICK' VANITY FEAR WAYS OF SUSTAINING THE BARBI-CAN SHAME FORTRESS OF 'MEDIATION-CONTROL ....
THE 'SURRENDER OF REALNESS OF SEXUALITY CONSTITUTES ACCEPTANCE OF PARENTAL OR AUTHORITY LIMITS IN TENETS OR BEHAVIORS OF MEDIATION...THE REAL IS HIDDEN AS THE IMAGE ENDURANCE GOES ALONG...GETS ALONG...SQUEEZES OUT LOVE/KINDNESS...A SUBMISSION TO THE 'VALUES'[EVEN IN THE LIGHT OF HYPOCRISY'] AS 'LIP-SERVICE' OR CONTRADICTIONS...THE CHILD BECOMES 'GOOD' AS DEFINED AND NEGOTIATED INSTEAD OF HEALTHY CENTERED IN A HOMEOSTASIS OF HEART...
THE CHILD SURRENDERS ITS SEXUAL PRESENCE IN TO A SUPPORTIVE STATE OF PARENTAL RHYTHMS AND IDEOLOGY...WISHES OF POWER GREATER THAN LOVE INSTITUTIONAL REPRESSION...SUFFOCATION...DIMINISHMENT.FORCING THE 'ROLE' AND PERSONALITY TO FEED THE WAYS OF THE IMPOSITION ORDERING...
THE WHOLE PROCESS PRESERVES THE GENITAL ORGAN, WARDS OFF THE DANGER OF LOSING IT[CASTRATION] ...
ON THE OTHER HAND, THE SUBMISSION PARALYZES IT, TAKES ITS FUNCTION AWAY FROM IT'[FREUD CONCEPTS WITH SOME EXPRESSION OF ADDED PERSPECTIVE]...
'EVERYONE BELIEVES THAT SOMEONE ELSE POSSESSES THE SELF THAT HE/SHE WANTS TO ACQUIRE....EVERY DESIRE SEEKS SELF-SUFFICIENCY YET IT IS IMITATIVE...ALL OR THE CLOSED CIRCLE IS 'FOG'...CLOUDS OF WANTS/DESIRES...
TO SEEK SELON SOI-MANIFESTATION OF INHERENT WANTS......................
DESIRE IS ALWAYS REFLECTION ON DESIRE...DESIRE MAY BE DECEPTIVE...SELF DECEPTIVE....TO ACT STRATEGICALLY TO TRICK A CENTER OF CONSCIOUSNESSWITH WHICH IT SHARES SOME BELIEFS BUT NOT OTHERS............DESIRE AS REFLECTION, IMITATION, EMULATION------------EXPECTANCY AND COMPLIANCE, PRESSURES OF MODELLINGS AND ADVERTISING 'CONSTRUCTIVE DISCONTENT'.......
THE WIND WITHIN...........TO ENCOUNTER REPRESSION BARRIERS, SHAME VERSIONS OF CONTROL, BLOCKED SYNAPSES, PROBLEMS OF ACCESS/DISTRIBUTION.............TO OVERTHROW THE MEDIATION CONTROL AS TRUINGS OF SELF...
TO ENCOUNTER 'FLASHPOINTS/BUTTONS IN QUICKNESS WRESTLING WITH SOUND CURRENTS...MOVING OUT OF INERTIA MERIDIAN POINTS OF LIGHT PATTERNINGS............TO SENSE SOUND/VIBE LEVEL AS DIFFERENT AT POINTS OF LIGHT LOCATIONS/INTERSECTS....
INTERSECTS...............REDIRECTIONS............INNER NECESSITY TO OVERCOME 'PERSONALITY' AS THE TRAFFIC MANAGER OF GESTURES AND IDEA VERSION OF SELF.............TO RELEASE OUT OF DISTORTIONS OF TRAUMAS/HUNGERS/LOSS/ GRIEF ETC.............
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DISTANCE FROM ORIGIN IS A PREREQUISITE FOR DESIRE...............WE ARE ALL LOST IN DREAMS IN CLOSED CIRCLES OF MEDIATION-CONTROL FORTRESSINGS......
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